Miranda and Bryan

written by Shawna

Dear Bryan,
I am sitting on our bench right now thinking about you. Although thinking about you is nothing new, the thoughts I am thinking are extremely special right now. The first day you loved me. Something that will never leave my heart or memory ever.
It was very cold outside but we decided to go to our spot anyway. We walked over to the bench, our bench. On our way there it started raining, not only raining but it was icy, not quite snow. You told me you had something important to say to me. You took my hands, looked into my eyes and said "I LOVE YOU" and I have no idea what I answered back. Then we walked to your car because it became way too cold. But I was so very happy you said it and I know I told you I told you that I was. That must have been so hard for you.
The other thing I am thinking about is when you told me you knew exactly how you would propose to me. And I got frustrated because you wouldn't tell me how. I am still wondering how you would do it. But that's the point right?
I can't believe you actually left. I keep telling myself that you didn't leave ME, and Laura keeps telling me you will be back soon. You only left six days ago but it feels like eternity. How come all the time we had together and all the time I didn't get to see you before you left went so quickly but the last six days have crawled. I just want it to be the day I am with you forever.
Two years ago on your birthday I gave you a card and a kiss on your cheek, last year I gave you a real kiss and in a few days I can't give you anything but a "Happy Birthday." A year ago you could say that we found the best thing and the worst thing of our lives.... Love for each other. But for now, until we can be together we will just have to keep on living.

I love you with all my heart
Yours Forever
Miranda