Song In My Head 12/9/05

I HATE MYSELF FOR LOSING YOU --- Kelly Clarkson

i woke up today
woke up wide awake
in an empty bed
staring at an empty room
i have myself to blame
for the state i'm in today
and now dying doesn't seem so cruel
and oh, i don't know what to say
and i don't know anyway, anymore
i hate myself for losing you
i'm seeing it all so clear
i hate myself for losing you
what do you do when you look in the mirror
and staring at you is why he's not here
you got what you deserved
hope you're happy now
'cause every time I think of you
with her
it's killing me inside
and now i dread each day
knowing i can't be saved
from the loneliness of living without you
and oh, i don't know what to do
not sure that i'll pull through
i wish you knew
i hate myself for losing you
and oh, i don't know what to do
not sure that i'll pull through
i wish you knew, i wish you knew
and oh, i don't know what to say
and i don't know anyway, anymore
no, no
what do you say, when everything you said
is the reason why he left you in the end
how do you cry when every tear you shed
won't ever bring him back again
i hate myself for loving you